→ i wanna tell her that i love her but the point is probably moot.

[perseverance]

I have come to realize that where in my leg is fucked up is pretty well the major tendon throughout the effing thing, which is amazing, really. I still don't even really know what the hell happened in the first place to cause it, although I suppose it could be, idk, working for the first time in two years lolololol.

But yeah.
So I read what to do in order to help this problème and it seems I am retarded in taking care of my own leg.

Do Use an ice pack on the swollen area.
Do Elevate the leg at one's own heart level.
Do Remain off the leg as much as possible.

Do Not Use heat.
Do Not Wrap it too tightly to avoid it becoming more swollen.
Do Not Rub or massage the swollen area as it may cause more inflammation.

What have I been doing? Rubbing it and using heat and working on my leg lololol stfu, this can't be avoided. Although I'm not sure if it's been wrapped too tightly. I've had it pretty loose.

Still.
Clearly I am freaking awesome.

I'm beginning to just not even care anymore. I've had so many issues with my leg(s) since I was little to even be bothered anymore. Just, fuck it. I'll just be crippled forever or something. jfc.

At least I managed to update at PA. Two characters, but it's better than nothing!