∮ fuck life in the ass.
For the first time since I got here I thought about moving home.
I hate that. I never want to think that ever again. Ever.
I will never leave my husband just because something happened that I'm unsure I can deal with, or get over easily. Never. I love him far too much to leave him alone. Besides, I'm too used to his company. I can't do it. I can't be without him. I just.. ..Can't.
I need to think of better things. I need to find a job. I need to save money.
...I really do hate life, in general, at times. This is one of those times.
Sigh.
I hate that. I never want to think that ever again. Ever.
I will never leave my husband just because something happened that I'm unsure I can deal with, or get over easily. Never. I love him far too much to leave him alone. Besides, I'm too used to his company. I can't do it. I can't be without him. I just.. ..Can't.
I need to think of better things. I need to find a job. I need to save money.
...I really do hate life, in general, at times. This is one of those times.
Sigh.