∮ I hate people
Ginger finally started her training for her work, which means I finally started to actually work as Isaac's nanny. Only not really because of everything that happened today. We got there at what, 9:30AM since she needed to be at work for 10AM. When we got there she was ready to go and whatnot and Aaron was still sleeping with the baby - which is retarded as he is supposed to be in at work at NINE IN THE FUCKING MORNING. So. Jeremy drove Ginger to the place she's going to work at for her training and whatnot and I stuck around with the baby and Aaron, both of which whom had woken up. Aaron took to cleaning around the hotel room (it's an extended-stay hotel thing they live at) and I poked around at the baby until Jeremy got back. This last for about, oh, two hours when Aaron finally decided to go to work at TWELVE when he should have been in there at fucking nine. Before that, though, Ginger's insane (literally) sister lives three doors down the hall and she seemed to think it was A-OK to just grab Isaac and go to her room with him with her girls who should have been in fucking school, what the shit was up with that? So for a while, Jeremy and I just sat there on the bed watching The Land Before Time which we had on for the baby.
Eventually, Renee brought him back and we got to actually chill out with the kid for a while. Which did not last. Around two Aaron came back home and stayed home until about, oh, five while he should have been out making money to keep a fucking roof over his fucking son's fucking head for fuck sakes. Between two and five Renee once more kidnapped Isaac (and Aaron, lols) for hours on end. It was getting really fucking irritating. What the shit am I doing there if Renee is just going to take Isaac whenever the fuck she wants to? What's the point of my being there to watch him if he's NEVER IN THE ROOM WITH ME for me to keep a God damned eye on him. ALSO, what's the fucking point if Aaron isn't getting his lazy fucking ass into fucking work on fucking time? It's a waste in God damn gas money for me to drive 45mins/1hr to watch a kid - except not actually watch him at all since no one seems to grasp the point that he was being babysat, SO.
From 9:30AM to about 8PM, I think we had Isaac for a grand total of maybe four hours total. Aaron left again at 6PM to go for band practice or whatever, I have no idea when the fuck he gets home and I don't give a shit. For ten and a half hours I had nothing to eat, drink, did not watch the child I was supposed to watch and essentially got 0% of anything done. I swear to God if tomorrow the same shit happens? Ginger can fucking find another "nanny" - PERHAPS RENEE!? Seeing as how she seemed EVER SO EAGER to snatch the kid away from me all day. Christ. I'm not wasting money that I don't have to drive down there and be bored all God damn fucking day. Fuck that and fuck her for thinking it's OK to just barge in and take over. If she wants to watch Isaac, fine. If Ginger doesn't want her to watch him, then why let her do it all the time? Ginger complains that Renee is insane, abusive, etc.. all the time and yet she allows her one year old around that crazy bitch? I'm not going to go down there and deal with deadly fucking spiders crawling all over the building and not get to do what I was supposed to be doing. Just no.
Fuck that. It's not happening. Yeah, I need a job - but I'm not exactly that desperate. Besides, I hate Renee. The less time I'm around her, the fucking better. She makes me nervous and makes me want to kill things. Ginger's going to have to decide if she wants her kid around her sister, or not. And if she does? Then she might as well hire her cause I'll be damned if I pass off a child to that fucking.. Argh. ._.
Tomorrow better go a lot more swimmingly than this time. Or I'm through.
Eventually, Renee brought him back and we got to actually chill out with the kid for a while. Which did not last. Around two Aaron came back home and stayed home until about, oh, five while he should have been out making money to keep a fucking roof over his fucking son's fucking head for fuck sakes. Between two and five Renee once more kidnapped Isaac (and Aaron, lols) for hours on end. It was getting really fucking irritating. What the shit am I doing there if Renee is just going to take Isaac whenever the fuck she wants to? What's the point of my being there to watch him if he's NEVER IN THE ROOM WITH ME for me to keep a God damned eye on him. ALSO, what's the fucking point if Aaron isn't getting his lazy fucking ass into fucking work on fucking time? It's a waste in God damn gas money for me to drive 45mins/1hr to watch a kid - except not actually watch him at all since no one seems to grasp the point that he was being babysat, SO.
From 9:30AM to about 8PM, I think we had Isaac for a grand total of maybe four hours total. Aaron left again at 6PM to go for band practice or whatever, I have no idea when the fuck he gets home and I don't give a shit. For ten and a half hours I had nothing to eat, drink, did not watch the child I was supposed to watch and essentially got 0% of anything done. I swear to God if tomorrow the same shit happens? Ginger can fucking find another "nanny" - PERHAPS RENEE!? Seeing as how she seemed EVER SO EAGER to snatch the kid away from me all day. Christ. I'm not wasting money that I don't have to drive down there and be bored all God damn fucking day. Fuck that and fuck her for thinking it's OK to just barge in and take over. If she wants to watch Isaac, fine. If Ginger doesn't want her to watch him, then why let her do it all the time? Ginger complains that Renee is insane, abusive, etc.. all the time and yet she allows her one year old around that crazy bitch? I'm not going to go down there and deal with deadly fucking spiders crawling all over the building and not get to do what I was supposed to be doing. Just no.
Fuck that. It's not happening. Yeah, I need a job - but I'm not exactly that desperate. Besides, I hate Renee. The less time I'm around her, the fucking better. She makes me nervous and makes me want to kill things. Ginger's going to have to decide if she wants her kid around her sister, or not. And if she does? Then she might as well hire her cause I'll be damned if I pass off a child to that fucking.. Argh. ._.
Tomorrow better go a lot more swimmingly than this time. Or I'm through.