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you know it's ridiculous how everything in life can be going along just fine, there's nothing to really complain about but yet you feel deflated, spent, used, depressed, you cry nonstop, etc. i'm like this unless daniel is around--then i'm my usual perky, fine self. i can't depend on him to be around 24/7 and i really can't let myself get so dependent that i can't even be happy without him. shame on me for falling so hard. shame on me for finally succumbing to the need for a boy to make me happy and define myself. i have become the traditional needy girl that i swore i would never be.....crap.