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my heart hurts...there is a real, literal ache in my chest that feels like at any given moment it might explode. perhaps it's only because i'm about to start my period (sorry if that's too much information) but every little thing is getting to me. i'm crying all the damn time. and i feel like there's something wrong with me...not a physical something, but emotional or something else. i just feel weird and daniel and i had this conversation today and i haven't been able to move past it. i've been dwelling and worrying about it all day! and the more i think about it, the bigger it gets, and the more my chest aches. am i too emotional? don't answer that, i know that i am. but am i needy in my emotions? i mean, am i clingy? i don't know, i don't even know what i'm saying. things are fine. i'm graduating in the spring. i'm going on the trip with chorale to mexico. i'm student teaching next sememster. things are fine. i am fine. i'll be better tomorrow.