*DREAM*
i had a dream last night that my lover and i were feeling weird
we were in an old house
and it was raining.
we woke up and made love, but it was weird.
i went to school, walking in the rain
but almost there, i turned back because i felt WEIRD
and i wanted to tell him i loved him.
i came in through the back door
which was full of wolf spiders
and burst through my bedroom door.
i saw this cracky looking blonde chick buttoning up her pants
and around the corner my lover pulling up his.
he looked shocked, like "oh fuck"
but didnt say anything
he knew he had betrayed me
the whole dream sucked and when i woke up i was next to billy and i almost started crying.........
cus i could see that it was him of course in the dream...i even starred him in the eyes and everything.........
but it never happened.
and i'm GLAD.
cus it was WEIRD.