summer - horrible
It's official... I can't comprehend a crap in chemistry nor physics... the practice tests have made me realise, over and over, that I'm no good for the real exam... i look at a passage, read the questions, and then i lose it... i can see, i can read, but i cannot comprehend... i feel like a moron, thinking how others who haven't taken MCAT tutoring courses could get good scores and i couldn't... does it make me unworthy to be a medical school candidate just because i dislike chemistry and physics? maybe it does...
trying not to beat up on myself too much... ya, "trying"... it's always an effort... what happens in reality is not always what we put effort for... there's nothing more that disappoints me than wasted effort... wish i had something that i was good at than others... whatever... i can't study by myself anymore... i wish i had a tutor... all this stress is really messing up my health... acid indigestion- my doctor told me not to stress too much and avoid spicy foods, caffeine, chocolate, etc...
trying not to beat up on myself too much... ya, "trying"... it's always an effort... what happens in reality is not always what we put effort for... there's nothing more that disappoints me than wasted effort... wish i had something that i was good at than others... whatever... i can't study by myself anymore... i wish i had a tutor... all this stress is really messing up my health... acid indigestion- my doctor told me not to stress too much and avoid spicy foods, caffeine, chocolate, etc...