A farewell
About 8 years ago I started writing on Livejournal. I wrote a lot.To work things out, to share my feelings,to vent, to just be me. I wrote stories, shared feelings. Now 8 years later I write my last post. Why you ask? I do not need to vent anymore. I do not need to share feelings on here anymore. Sure I vent but I talk with friends and have worked out all my demons for a few years now and do not need to post. I love being able to walk away from here and know that I worked out so much in the last years and feel good about where I am now. I have a good job that I love (most days). I have a wonderful family who loves me for me (faults and all). I have supportive friends that I love and I know they love me even if we don't get to talk all the time. I feel secure and happy and have let go of everything that bothered me over the years. Life is just too short to be bogged down with things you cannot change. I need to be in the present and not past. My life is good. I have learned a lot from my mistakes. I did a lot of stupid things, but I learned from them. You have to learn from your mistakes to grow. So to those that hurt me, I forgive you for what has happened. No one is perfect and everyone makes mistakes. To those that I have hurt, I can never change the past, but I can hope forgiveness will eventually happen or at least good things happen to those people. To my friends that I have meant on here, thank you for your support and love. Good night and goodbye.