less than 2 weeks
so im going to be 20 in less than i week, and be back at vandy in less than 2. i cannot wait. (im not sure if im being sarcastic, i sort of am, but then again not really at all.) ok sorry. i am excited about my classes, im excited about getting back and seeing everyone. i am excited about the real world. i am so glad i live in san antonio, and so wish to move back here some day. there are so many opportunities here, and there is absolutley no reason why i couldnt be anything i wanted to in this city. we just got our scene in SA magazine today also, and it was the good lawyer issue. my dad is always in it for bankruptcy or whatever he does. but this time they ranked the top 10 lawyers, and he was one of them. i was so proud. like it might sound like im bragging, and its basically because i am. also his firm was ranked in the top 3, the firm he started. sorry i know that i am being a pompous ass, but i was so happy for him that it wasnt even funny. ok time to get off my little high horse.
this next year i plan to dominate.
the car search is going better. i will probably be able to get a tahoe within the week. i definatly am excited. even though i had pretty much complete access to a car last semester, it will be nice to have my own. i want to go everywhere. to the frist, to a cave, to a minor leauge baseball game, to the beach, to the mountains, to chicago, to D.C., to the ryman, to everywhere. but along the way i think that i should probably get a 4.0 so i can get a job after college.
so im pretty sure im a girl. (i really need to stop starting paragraphs with "so im") this past week my little emotions have been everywhere. first off, i didnt even realize that i really had emotions, i mean ive been able to fake having them for a long time now, but to actually realize that i had them was a pretty big step. but seriously it sucked. one minute i would be super excited about next semester and how i would be able to sort of start over. have a clean slate. be able to to be "free." but then i start to think how much its going to suck being "free." how much im going to miss not being "free." so that was a weird little deal for me. im in this sort of limbo stage right now. im not sure how long it will last, or where it will take me. i can only hope that it works out for the best, that it works out so everyones happy. (note: next lj update talk about how i should try to make myself happy first. make it a goal list, you like those) ok, i am ridiculous. but that is all for now.
weight - 192
ran - 2 miles today
yard - mowed
room - cleaned
shaved - the down town (not really, but i havent shaved my face in a week. my goal is for someone to notice by next week.)
"This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy
Losing half a year
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything
So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same"
this next year i plan to dominate.
the car search is going better. i will probably be able to get a tahoe within the week. i definatly am excited. even though i had pretty much complete access to a car last semester, it will be nice to have my own. i want to go everywhere. to the frist, to a cave, to a minor leauge baseball game, to the beach, to the mountains, to chicago, to D.C., to the ryman, to everywhere. but along the way i think that i should probably get a 4.0 so i can get a job after college.
so im pretty sure im a girl. (i really need to stop starting paragraphs with "so im") this past week my little emotions have been everywhere. first off, i didnt even realize that i really had emotions, i mean ive been able to fake having them for a long time now, but to actually realize that i had them was a pretty big step. but seriously it sucked. one minute i would be super excited about next semester and how i would be able to sort of start over. have a clean slate. be able to to be "free." but then i start to think how much its going to suck being "free." how much im going to miss not being "free." so that was a weird little deal for me. im in this sort of limbo stage right now. im not sure how long it will last, or where it will take me. i can only hope that it works out for the best, that it works out so everyones happy. (note: next lj update talk about how i should try to make myself happy first. make it a goal list, you like those) ok, i am ridiculous. but that is all for now.
weight - 192
ran - 2 miles today
yard - mowed
room - cleaned
shaved - the down town (not really, but i havent shaved my face in a week. my goal is for someone to notice by next week.)
"This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy
Losing half a year
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything
So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same"