big fight and a suck ass game of polo
so today was a pretty good day, progress was made on a couple of fronts, but fights happened along the way. first it started off with my dad and i yelling at each other over this car deal. we just didnt see eye to eye at the time. he has put zero restrictions one the type of car that i get, but he is willing to buy one for me. so we say some things that we shouldn't, and i leave the house all rawled up to go play a couple of polo games. the first goes crappily. i commit like 25 turnovers and don't even shoot the ball. we win though, so it is nice. the next game i perform a little better. i think i scored 4 goals, and got to play over half the game. this was great, we also won, and i didnt feel like such a glory days water polo player. then after i went home talked with my dad. we came to an agreement on a tahoe. hopefully i can somehow get this car in the next few days. this would be really nice, but who knows if it will really happen.
my dad also talked to me about my little future. he believes that it would be very advantageous for me to try to go ahead and get a math major while i am in school. he/i also believe that this would probably/most definitely make me look smarter than i actually am. he gave me the little rice lecture, about how it has helped him so much in life, because people think he is a smart guy, and that math would make me look like a smart guy. in all reality, i only need 6 more classes to complete this lofty goal. but then when we get down to earth, one must realize that as is the current goal is to double major, engineering science and hod, with a management of technologies minor. this math major deal would give me 3 majors, in pretty varied subjects, well hod at least. who knows. i just want to grow up, get a good job, buy a nice house, have a family, and then rule the would. i am such an emo loser.
ok, back to personal weirdness. people have started talking it up about how soon we go back to school on the facebook and on aim. nervousness is a little bit of an understatement for me. i have know idea of what little group i am going to be in when we get back, one can only hope for the best. only hope that im not going to be afraid of girls, and that they wont be afraid of me.
weight - who knows (ate a burger today, i think im going to hell)
list - birthday list made, i will probably get one or two things on it, which'll be enough
reason to cry - watched the last 20 minutes of The Truman Show, thats a damn sad little movie
reason for hope - 21 days till vanderbilt
"so i just try and fail and try and try again
someday i swear i'm going to get it
because i'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is"
my dad also talked to me about my little future. he believes that it would be very advantageous for me to try to go ahead and get a math major while i am in school. he/i also believe that this would probably/most definitely make me look smarter than i actually am. he gave me the little rice lecture, about how it has helped him so much in life, because people think he is a smart guy, and that math would make me look like a smart guy. in all reality, i only need 6 more classes to complete this lofty goal. but then when we get down to earth, one must realize that as is the current goal is to double major, engineering science and hod, with a management of technologies minor. this math major deal would give me 3 majors, in pretty varied subjects, well hod at least. who knows. i just want to grow up, get a good job, buy a nice house, have a family, and then rule the would. i am such an emo loser.
ok, back to personal weirdness. people have started talking it up about how soon we go back to school on the facebook and on aim. nervousness is a little bit of an understatement for me. i have know idea of what little group i am going to be in when we get back, one can only hope for the best. only hope that im not going to be afraid of girls, and that they wont be afraid of me.
weight - who knows (ate a burger today, i think im going to hell)
list - birthday list made, i will probably get one or two things on it, which'll be enough
reason to cry - watched the last 20 minutes of The Truman Show, thats a damn sad little movie
reason for hope - 21 days till vanderbilt
"so i just try and fail and try and try again
someday i swear i'm going to get it
because i'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is"