sore, and feeling empty
so i wanted to get back home last week right before fall break. i needed a break from vandy, but then when i was home i wanted to get back to vandy. now that i am back it just feels like nothing. im not sure why, i have lots of work to do, i am hanging out with most of the people i was before the break. but i just feel like something is missing. it kinda is wierd. this weekend will be great though. i just have been 2 weeks without a really great weekend, but i have the highest expectations for this weekend. i will be attending the OC on friday, and then someing after, hopefully. then saturday night i have the byx semiformal. tonight i asked tressa. i am excited about it, dont no wat tie to wear, jeff will help me im sure.
had my byx interview today. it went really well, i was more informed about wat itll be like as a brother. i am having reservations about joining now. but i just need to think it over for myself. i am not sure why i am having second thoughts, maybe its cause i hold them in such high regard. i dont no if i can live up to all of there standards. i dont no if i want to live up to all of them. i will definatly have to figure it out before christmas.
tom. i have a psych experiment to attend to. should be pretty crazy. tom. will be a very good day. i can feel it. will have a good lunch, good classes, good water polo, and then do a whole bunch of work. i have also started lifting weights. the boys on my hall all do it and they are all in pretty good shape i guess. i usually just do cardio (i think that means running and swimming), and i have never really lifted. i am sore today, but not as bad as i expected. with some luck ill be able to find a nice equilibrium with the cardio and the weights. i mean seriously i can be a pale looking brad pitt by next month if i plan it right. time to get ready for the bed. goodnight readers, if any of u really exist.
weight - 200
workout - the loop and then the gym area (me and this girl lifted together, vandy chicks are really strong _ tear)
food - eating healthier, or at least one meal a day is healthy
music - i am stuck in a little punk rock phase right now (need to get out)
had my byx interview today. it went really well, i was more informed about wat itll be like as a brother. i am having reservations about joining now. but i just need to think it over for myself. i am not sure why i am having second thoughts, maybe its cause i hold them in such high regard. i dont no if i can live up to all of there standards. i dont no if i want to live up to all of them. i will definatly have to figure it out before christmas.
tom. i have a psych experiment to attend to. should be pretty crazy. tom. will be a very good day. i can feel it. will have a good lunch, good classes, good water polo, and then do a whole bunch of work. i have also started lifting weights. the boys on my hall all do it and they are all in pretty good shape i guess. i usually just do cardio (i think that means running and swimming), and i have never really lifted. i am sore today, but not as bad as i expected. with some luck ill be able to find a nice equilibrium with the cardio and the weights. i mean seriously i can be a pale looking brad pitt by next month if i plan it right. time to get ready for the bed. goodnight readers, if any of u really exist.
weight - 200
workout - the loop and then the gym area (me and this girl lifted together, vandy chicks are really strong _ tear)
food - eating healthier, or at least one meal a day is healthy
music - i am stuck in a little punk rock phase right now (need to get out)