Solitude
I like some people who are here.
I really like some, I want to stay....however, I want to be closer to my dad..and it's cheaper!
I am so confused.
My dad came down today and I went through 8 boxes of just junk, built up papers and notes and everything i have ever gotten from elementary school.
I cut it down to 1 box,and 1 tote.
all my memorys packed up. Stuffed into boxes, things I will forget about again. in a week or so.
I am still torn. I want to be alone.
For the past two nights I have sat out with Anthony and drank. Not alot just little. I am tired haven't been playing video games. Just no time to be truely alone with my thoughts.
Maybe I need it, or maybe. I should just....drink more?
I really like some, I want to stay....however, I want to be closer to my dad..and it's cheaper!
I am so confused.
My dad came down today and I went through 8 boxes of just junk, built up papers and notes and everything i have ever gotten from elementary school.
I cut it down to 1 box,and 1 tote.
all my memorys packed up. Stuffed into boxes, things I will forget about again. in a week or so.
I am still torn. I want to be alone.
For the past two nights I have sat out with Anthony and drank. Not alot just little. I am tired haven't been playing video games. Just no time to be truely alone with my thoughts.
Maybe I need it, or maybe. I should just....drink more?