I Had A Dream
I had a dream last night that I died. And when I woke up this morning I started thinking about things I would regret not doing or things I regret doing if I did die today. Here are my top three:
1. Disappointing my Parents: I have not really done very well in school. They even tole me over the summer they thought I would be better off if I dropped out of school. Plus they are also constantly asking me if I have lost any weight yet and wanting me to be healthier cause they are worried my weight is going to make me unhealthy.
2. Never finding love: I am such a hopeless romantic. Yes, I admit to reading romance novels and I even cry at the said parts. I love chick flicks and I cry during those too. Every time I read one of those novels or watch one of those movies it feels like my heart is reaching out and yearning for that kind of love.
3. Keeping in Better Contact with Friends: Kayla, Katie, Megan and I were best friends in high school, but now we are all so far away from each other. Kayla is at Baylor, Katie is at Auburn and Megan is away working on a show or over at Matt's place most of the time (I'm proud of the work she is doing). I miss high school sometimes because it was such an easy time of my life. School wasn't difficult. I saw my friends every day and I didn't have a job. Theatre was always after school or chorus was a class I took during the day. Life was good and I miss the close connection I have with my friends.
1. Disappointing my Parents: I have not really done very well in school. They even tole me over the summer they thought I would be better off if I dropped out of school. Plus they are also constantly asking me if I have lost any weight yet and wanting me to be healthier cause they are worried my weight is going to make me unhealthy.
2. Never finding love: I am such a hopeless romantic. Yes, I admit to reading romance novels and I even cry at the said parts. I love chick flicks and I cry during those too. Every time I read one of those novels or watch one of those movies it feels like my heart is reaching out and yearning for that kind of love.
3. Keeping in Better Contact with Friends: Kayla, Katie, Megan and I were best friends in high school, but now we are all so far away from each other. Kayla is at Baylor, Katie is at Auburn and Megan is away working on a show or over at Matt's place most of the time (I'm proud of the work she is doing). I miss high school sometimes because it was such an easy time of my life. School wasn't difficult. I saw my friends every day and I didn't have a job. Theatre was always after school or chorus was a class I took during the day. Life was good and I miss the close connection I have with my friends.