Apr 18, 2007 20:50
So ya... today is the day to be an asshole to me. I stayed at home all day from being sick and my roommate was complaining about how her boyfriend didn't like her outfit and I told her to talk to him and she said, no I just think I will change. So when her boyfriend came into the living room I told him that she had something to tell him. Then she came back out and was a bit upset and he told me to "Fuck you " so I told him, " Fuck you. You're an asshole " then my roommate was like, " He was just kidding... " whatever.
Then the first thing my other roommate does when he gets home is say, " Perrin do the dishes " in a very condescending voice as if I were a child. So I said to him, " You don't need to speak to me in that voice " and stormed off to my car. I got to Walgreens to pick up my medication and the woman was rude to me there too and I was already pissed so it irked the hell out of me. So I got home and started doing the dishes, like I had already planned on doing before her fucking yelled at me, while I was making myself soup. And we haven't spoken still in the like 4 hours since. And his girlfriend, my other roommate hasn't really said anything to me either. They went in their room to watch TV and haven't come out. So I sat on the couch in the living room by myself reading and eating my soup.
Then when I finish the book I go check my email. I had recently shipped out a couple of Sailor Moon DVDs on Monday, in the packaging that I had told the customer about. And I got some hate mail from him today saying that it was a mess... a total nightmare. During the shipping the DVD cases had come out and the art work boxes were bent. Like its my fault that the USPS handles their packages poorly. So he tells me its my fault cause I didn't pack them with newspaper. When he paid for them he had asked for a free gift for purchasing both of my auctions and I was like, " sure, why not " but now he is asking me what I'm going to do about his "damaged" product. So I offered him one of my other Sailor Moon Seasons for free.
Fuck everyone. No wonder I'm alone all the time. I like being alone cause then I don't have to deal with the assholes that our society has created today. And fuck whatever higher being gave me the want/need for physical and emotional contact. I hate feeling degraded and foolish.
So now I am sitting in my room pissed off with no one to talk to because if one more person is an asshole to me today I will smack a bitch.
GRRRR...