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You can color my world
With sunshine yellow each day
You can color my world
With happiness all the way
Just take the green from the grass
And the blue from the sky up above
You can color my world
Just paint it with your love
- m&m's ad
So I've been singing that song ^ non-stop, even when i'm driving, much love @ it. Lots of stuff has changed as of late, or at least it seems as though it has. I've started to rekindle old flames...not in a romantic way, just to see what people are up to. I'm surprised, and happy to that people I thought I'd never keep in touch with are now the few I talk to. Yay @ friends! Ha, I just felt like Special Ed from crankyankers. (hm, is that one word?)
I'm proud to say that I hit my 3k promotion at work, (meaning I completed over $3000 in sales!) =D And although I though my business is dying, I have another presentation in about an hour, and a few more appointments lined up, so I hope everything works out! At the rate I was going I could probably hit management by early fall! woopah ;D
Now for a slight downfall...me and my significant other have decided to have a little downtime. Now we have been together since june 2003, so you can see why it is a little different for me. It ends up that even though I miss him dearly, I am very glad that we took this time. So I thank my dear friend Shana, because without her I could have never even brought the topic of "a break" up to him. But yea, it's kinna nice being single again, gettin' a chance to see what's out there...
who am i kidding?
le sigh. I don't know what to do!!! When I'm with him a break seems like exactly what is needed...I don't even know if i wanna be with him! He's not even going to school anymore and that SO bugs me. He never does what he says he will, he always has an excuse, and he's such a drama queen! My parents will never approve of him, and the worse part is my sister probably won't either just hearing that he has a southern accent. (she's a tad prejudice). I honestly thought that this was what was necessary, but damn, I miss him so much. Maybe I just have to face the fact that he's NOT what I want. He just isn't...but I don't want to hurt him, I really don't. How do you tell someone who's in love with you that you don't want them anymore? Even though it kills you inside, tears you up from the inside out...makes you just want to cry and cry and cry..but you know that this isn't it..
oi vae.
hi, I'm Seema, how are you today?
With sunshine yellow each day
You can color my world
With happiness all the way
Just take the green from the grass
And the blue from the sky up above
You can color my world
Just paint it with your love
- m&m's ad
So I've been singing that song ^ non-stop, even when i'm driving, much love @ it. Lots of stuff has changed as of late, or at least it seems as though it has. I've started to rekindle old flames...not in a romantic way, just to see what people are up to. I'm surprised, and happy to that people I thought I'd never keep in touch with are now the few I talk to. Yay @ friends! Ha, I just felt like Special Ed from crankyankers. (hm, is that one word?)
I'm proud to say that I hit my 3k promotion at work, (meaning I completed over $3000 in sales!) =D And although I though my business is dying, I have another presentation in about an hour, and a few more appointments lined up, so I hope everything works out! At the rate I was going I could probably hit management by early fall! woopah ;D
Now for a slight downfall...me and my significant other have decided to have a little downtime. Now we have been together since june 2003, so you can see why it is a little different for me. It ends up that even though I miss him dearly, I am very glad that we took this time. So I thank my dear friend Shana, because without her I could have never even brought the topic of "a break" up to him. But yea, it's kinna nice being single again, gettin' a chance to see what's out there...
who am i kidding?
le sigh. I don't know what to do!!! When I'm with him a break seems like exactly what is needed...I don't even know if i wanna be with him! He's not even going to school anymore and that SO bugs me. He never does what he says he will, he always has an excuse, and he's such a drama queen! My parents will never approve of him, and the worse part is my sister probably won't either just hearing that he has a southern accent. (she's a tad prejudice). I honestly thought that this was what was necessary, but damn, I miss him so much. Maybe I just have to face the fact that he's NOT what I want. He just isn't...but I don't want to hurt him, I really don't. How do you tell someone who's in love with you that you don't want them anymore? Even though it kills you inside, tears you up from the inside out...makes you just want to cry and cry and cry..but you know that this isn't it..
oi vae.
hi, I'm Seema, how are you today?