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so today i got called outta work...again. big surprise. i went to see jackies new house. its so cute. i brought her to work since her car was broken and i had nothing else to do.
so i went to get some school shoppin done with my mom. found the lap top im getting. it should be fun for a little while. im almost done with all this buying stuff. just a few things left. i can't wait for it to be done.
kenny actually called me today. so him and eric came over and picked me up. we went to find a party to no avail. ended up going to jarrods and goin to applebees. then to lindas party. it was a blast.
called him when i got home. he pissed me off so i hung up. he called back. he's high as a fuckin kite. im not in the mood to deal with that shit. not sure which is worse. talking to him drunk or talking to him while he's high. either way, i dont like it.
people made me think a lot tonight. why am i wasting my time pretending not to care when we all know i do and i just keep lying to myself. im not over it and i wont be for awhile. i always wait for him to call me or im me on the computer and he doesnt. i always look for him and i dont even mean too. i know what i have to do. its just a matter or doing it.
as of right now though. im going to go watch american beauty and fall asleep, alone. cuz what else is there to do at 2am on a rainy thursday night. besides wait around for you....
xoxo
so i went to get some school shoppin done with my mom. found the lap top im getting. it should be fun for a little while. im almost done with all this buying stuff. just a few things left. i can't wait for it to be done.
kenny actually called me today. so him and eric came over and picked me up. we went to find a party to no avail. ended up going to jarrods and goin to applebees. then to lindas party. it was a blast.
called him when i got home. he pissed me off so i hung up. he called back. he's high as a fuckin kite. im not in the mood to deal with that shit. not sure which is worse. talking to him drunk or talking to him while he's high. either way, i dont like it.
people made me think a lot tonight. why am i wasting my time pretending not to care when we all know i do and i just keep lying to myself. im not over it and i wont be for awhile. i always wait for him to call me or im me on the computer and he doesnt. i always look for him and i dont even mean too. i know what i have to do. its just a matter or doing it.
as of right now though. im going to go watch american beauty and fall asleep, alone. cuz what else is there to do at 2am on a rainy thursday night. besides wait around for you....
xoxo