life altering eperience
So, I went to The Knitting Factory last night with Candie and her little sister Holly to see This Providence. WOW! Standing there making eye contact with Phil and Dan while they were singing their hearts out, just wow, I could have died at that second and felt complete. I have never felt the way I felt last night, it makes everything else, it makes all the other shows i've been to seem so trivial. Of course, i've only been to huge shows like No Doubt and GC, but still. I am totally in love w/ No Doubt, I cried the first time I saw Gwen perform, but this, it was like they were pulling at my heart strings and soul realing me in to what they were feeling and saying. It was so amazing to go see them with Candie and Holly too, like I know that if I went with someone else it totally wouldn't have been the same, they love them so much. OMG! Phil was soooooo cute when he'd make eye contact with me, it was sooooo awesome, i've never felt that connected to someone before. So now, about awesome couch boy. My beautiful awesome couch boy (aka richie). I'm chillin over by the wall listing to the first band (sucky) and the couch started to look really comfortable so I got the balls to sit down even though there was a REALLY hot guy sitting on the other end, who turned out to be the drummer of TP, and I'm sitting there listing to the bad music, and then the TP calls the drummer to the back and this totally awesomely cute boy sits down on the couch w/ his friend next to me, and he punchs me in the arm (kinda hard I might add) and says "this is a pretty comfortable couch huh?" followed by "cool venue too" which I replied with a meek "yeah, totally" or something to that effect. Totally and completly retarded! He was soooooo cute, Candie and Holly gave me shit for it though because they thought he was like 16 or something, I totally disagree. Anyway, he kept appearing right near me all night locking eyes w/ me, and when TP played, he was STANDING RIGHT BEHIND ME! Every time I kind of turned around to glance at how he was enjoying the show, he was looking right at me. Then when the band went of he dissapeared, which meant HE WAS WITH THE BAND!! He came back later, and we kept exchanging the same stares, and then at the end, when the last band was on him and Phil and I think the drummer of TP were talking and kept looking in my direction, and then he walked over and sat down on the couch next to me, and it was soooooo cute, he fell asleep! He looked so angellic, ah, so cute. He kept waking up and like he would look over and he kept looking like he wanted to say something to me, and I him, but we just both were too shy. I kept looking at him, wanting to know what it was that was in his head, and his hand moved when he woke up one of the times like it was moving in my direction, but then it stoped. boo! Then when we were about to leave, one of his friends woke him up and that's when I found out his name was richie, and I got up and he looked at me again, he was soooo cute, and then Candie and I went to the bathroom and when we came out, he was still there. I sooo didn't want to leave! We left, and again it looked like he wanted to say something, oh well I guess I will never know. We parked are care by a band van and it said Phil on the back of it and "Kill Paul" and all sorts of other things so we immediatately thought it was TP's van and we wrote them a note of appreciation and left it on their windshield, I hope they get it, but again, it will be somethig that I'll prolly never know. We went to denny's after, and Manhattan was there, a hardcore band that played at the show, was there eating. They were alright for what they were, but I didn't like them that much. When we wanted to pay we had to wait at our table because they were having some kind of difficulty over paying, taking foooorrreeeever. I got impatient because I wanted a cig, so I went outside, and one of the friends of the band came outside and asked to bum one, and I said ok, and then he saw that I went to the show, and OMG I felt so bad because he started talking about Manhatten, and then the lead singer came out and also asked for a cig and asked me how I liked them. I felt soooo bad, so I said that they were cool for what they are, but I'm not really into their genre, I wonder if they noticed all the people laughing at them in the crowd, poor Manhatten, then the lead singer's g/f came out an asked for a cig, and I gave out yet another one and she felt semi bad and I said no problem, I'm trying to quit, and she said I'll take them off your hands which leads me to believe they were all under age. Which they all looked, they all looked wwwaaayyy under age. Oh well just me being a breaking the law hoodlem again - hehe, just kidding. Anyway that's all I have to say. When's the next show Candie?