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I wonder when I will stop wanting to listen to David Gray every second of my life. I honestly wouldn't mind having his music on 24/7 in the background. It would actually make my life much more enjoyable. I have about 6000 songs or so, but I've been listening to the same 77 songs for a few months now. I mean, I listen to the radio and from time to time I'll hear a good song and I'll come home and get the song and then play it a couple of times, but then I just go back to David Gray. Ah... I keep thinking back to last night, and all I can remember is how I felt when he walked out on the stage and started singing. I have never in my life been so excited for something. I nearly died in my seat. It was quite incredible, and I loved it. There is something about his music and his voice that does something to me - but I have not yet figured out what exactly that is. It definitely pulls me in, but why? I know I love his lyrics - they're meaningful and poetic. I know I love his voice, it's different and it's quite easy to listen to. I know I love the tune to his songs... it's relaxing, inspiring and just lovely. But there's something else, and I just can't get my finger on it.
Lately I've felt like I need a change. I've mentioned this before in a post, and since that post the desire to be in Australia has not subsided. If anything, it has only intensified. This is again something I can't really understand. Perhaps it's just because its winter here now and I am not enjoying it. But Australia is not the only hot country in the world. There's Portugal which, if anything would be more to my liking because it has a winter, just not such a harsh winter like Canada - which I don't mind. And although I still absolutely love Portugal, this desire for Australia is crazy at the moment. I wonder if Australia would feel complete to me. I know that Canada is definitely not the right place for me. I think it's a great place to live, just not for me. Germany also didn't feel right. I wonder if I will find a place where I will just feel like... yes, this is it. It's like finding the right person. I suppose that instead of being on a quest to find the right person, I'm on a quest to find the right place right now.
On another note, I need to go back to eating healthy. I've been avoiding healthy food lately... and I'm starting to feel it. I feel much better when I eat healthy, in every way. I suppose I will start once exams are over... although I wish I wouldn't have this need to just eat whatever when I'm really stressed out. I need to work on that. And I need to go to the gym again. Yes.
Oh... and I really need to do my take home exam tomorrow. And perhaps start on it tonight. Sounds good.
Lately I've felt like I need a change. I've mentioned this before in a post, and since that post the desire to be in Australia has not subsided. If anything, it has only intensified. This is again something I can't really understand. Perhaps it's just because its winter here now and I am not enjoying it. But Australia is not the only hot country in the world. There's Portugal which, if anything would be more to my liking because it has a winter, just not such a harsh winter like Canada - which I don't mind. And although I still absolutely love Portugal, this desire for Australia is crazy at the moment. I wonder if Australia would feel complete to me. I know that Canada is definitely not the right place for me. I think it's a great place to live, just not for me. Germany also didn't feel right. I wonder if I will find a place where I will just feel like... yes, this is it. It's like finding the right person. I suppose that instead of being on a quest to find the right person, I'm on a quest to find the right place right now.
On another note, I need to go back to eating healthy. I've been avoiding healthy food lately... and I'm starting to feel it. I feel much better when I eat healthy, in every way. I suppose I will start once exams are over... although I wish I wouldn't have this need to just eat whatever when I'm really stressed out. I need to work on that. And I need to go to the gym again. Yes.
Oh... and I really need to do my take home exam tomorrow. And perhaps start on it tonight. Sounds good.