sugar and spice was a shitty ass movie.
sometimes wounds are not as healed as good as you think they are.
i just want to know when it'll get to the point were we cant look
at them and just think wow i went through that and not have those
feelings you once thought you had.
im here not because i need a frined. or a response. or even an opinion.
im here to be heard. heard without spoke back to. theres something in knowing
that youve said what youve wanted with out any expectations.
i spent nye alone. sitting in my room watching tv. as a matter of fact i was
in such a crazy mood i went to bed at 10:45. its just another fucking day. i dont
get what its such a big fucking deal to everyone. and ill go ahead and say it.
im bitter. i was so fucking overwhelmed with this feeling of lonesome. and it pisses
me off sometimes. i could have easily called anyone. but i didnt. i kept telling myself
in my head if they wanted to be with you tonight they would have called. yes. yes yes.
i get it. no one called. i cant say no one. as we spent last year together as a band i expected
it to be the same this year but it wasnt. eveyrone went their own ways. mandie was the only one
to ask me but it was way out in covina. whatever.
im done i dont want to rabble on again. as i always do. shits fucked. im not in a social mood.
this is how i enjoy myself. fuck everyone. i dont fucking need anyone. i keep telling msyelf that.
one day ill believe it.
all calls are ignored. all text are ignored. most tweets. ive being very selective. i have untill the 26ths
to pay my phone and i think im not gonna do it again. i dont want to have a phone right now.
heres to 2010. another year alone.
fuck everyone.
i just want to know when it'll get to the point were we cant look
at them and just think wow i went through that and not have those
feelings you once thought you had.
im here not because i need a frined. or a response. or even an opinion.
im here to be heard. heard without spoke back to. theres something in knowing
that youve said what youve wanted with out any expectations.
i spent nye alone. sitting in my room watching tv. as a matter of fact i was
in such a crazy mood i went to bed at 10:45. its just another fucking day. i dont
get what its such a big fucking deal to everyone. and ill go ahead and say it.
im bitter. i was so fucking overwhelmed with this feeling of lonesome. and it pisses
me off sometimes. i could have easily called anyone. but i didnt. i kept telling myself
in my head if they wanted to be with you tonight they would have called. yes. yes yes.
i get it. no one called. i cant say no one. as we spent last year together as a band i expected
it to be the same this year but it wasnt. eveyrone went their own ways. mandie was the only one
to ask me but it was way out in covina. whatever.
im done i dont want to rabble on again. as i always do. shits fucked. im not in a social mood.
this is how i enjoy myself. fuck everyone. i dont fucking need anyone. i keep telling msyelf that.
one day ill believe it.
all calls are ignored. all text are ignored. most tweets. ive being very selective. i have untill the 26ths
to pay my phone and i think im not gonna do it again. i dont want to have a phone right now.
heres to 2010. another year alone.
fuck everyone.