says it all
Got this off someone's tumblr. It's strange how it clearly articulates those unexpressed emotions that weighed me down so heavily today. In every prayer that I make which confesses the hope that I still hold on to for the restoration of our relationship (friendship), it just seems so surreal. Memories have become so fuzzy I can't phantom those emotional strings which are bugging me not to let go, that are still reminding me of a friendship I believed in. I really don't know how to approach you anymore.. And to figure that this relationship probably doesn't mean as much to you as it is to me, it makes me think that I'm the biggest joke of all.. To be even bothered by it.. But but but I still thank God for you, I still thank God for you.