allow me to have the floor and scream to the world that...
... i have a crush on someone. XD
after a long and devastating "man drought" when i thought i've become neutered with the boring-ness of my lovelife.... kablooey! :D i'm squealing like a schoolgirl again.
his name is RL (win a virtual kiss from me if you can guess what the initials stand for -- name's quite ordinary) ... and oh, not Dr. Wilson (Robert Sean Leonard) from "House" haha! (but yes, he IS my tv crush!) ... Alpha Male and I first met about last month and omg i was so attracted to him at that initial meeting. and i saw him again last saturday. my bad, i'll just flag the details on schizo... maybe this week. i'm too ecstatic.
but really, he's just a crush. really gorgeous, ideal guy, honest-to-God.
oh, to feel the spark of infatuation again! XD
and so i muster all my mushyness to him through a song-ful note:
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Dear RL,
THE MAGIC NUMBERS
"I See You, You See Me"
I never wanted to love you, but that's ok
I always knew that you'd leave me anyway
But darling when I see you, I see me
I asked the boys if they'd let me go out and play
They always said that you'd hurt me anyway
But darling when I see you, I see me
Its alright I never thought I'd fall in love again
Its alright I look to you as my only friend
Its alright I never thought that I could feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again
I never thought that you wanted for me to stay
So I left you with the girls that came your way
But darling when I see you, I see me
I often thought that you'd be better off left alone
Why throw a circle round a man with broken bones
But darling when I see you, I see me
Its alright I never thought I'd fall in love again
Its alright I look to you as my only friend
Its alright I never thought that I could feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again
You always looked like you had something else on your mind
But when I try to tell you, you'd tell me never mind
But darling when I see you, you see me
I wanna tell you that I'll never love anyone else
You wanna tell me that you're better off by yourself
But darling when I see you, you see me
This is not what I'm like [x4]
This is not what I do
This is not what I'm like
I think I'm falling for you
I never thought - This is not what I'm like
I never thought - This is not what I do
I never thought - This is not what I'm like
I never thought - I think I'm falling for you
I never thought -
I never thought -
That I could feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again
And it looks like
I feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again
I know
ALICIA KEYS
"You Don't Know My Name"
Baby, baby, baby
From the day I saw you
I really really want to catch your eye
There's something special 'bout you
I must really like you
Cause not a lotta guys are worth my time
Ooo baby, baby, baby
It's gettin kind of crazy
Cause you are takin over my mind
And it feels like oooooo
But you don't know my name
And I swear it feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
Oh baby baby baby
I see us on our first date
You're doin everything that makes me smile
And when we had our first kiss
It happened on a Thursday
Ooooo it set my soul on fire
Ooo baby baby baby
I can't wait for the first time
My imagination's runnin wild
It feels like oooo
You don't know my name
And I swear it baby, it feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
"I'm sayin, he don't even know what he's doin' to me
Got me feelin' all crazy inside
I'm feelin like"
Doin more than I've ever done for anyone's attention
Take notice of what's in front of you
Cause did I mention you're 'bout to miss a good thing
And you'll never know how good it feels to have all of my affection
And you'll never get a chance to experience my lovin'
Cause my lovin' feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know
And I swear it feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
Ohhh
Will you ever know it, no no no no no
Will you ever know it?
"I'm gonna have to just go ahead and call this boy.
Hello? Can I speak to -- to Michael?
Oh hey, how you doin?
Uh, I feel kinda silly doin' this,
But um, this is the waitress from the coffee house on 39th and Lennox
You know, the one with the braids?
Yeah, well I see you on Wednesdays all the time
You come in every Wednesday on your lunch break, I think
And you always order the special, with the hot chocolate
And my manager be tripping and stuff
Talking bout we gotta use water
But I always use some milk and cream for you
Cause I think you're kinda sweet.
Anyway you always got on some fly blue suit
'n your cufflinks are shining all bright
So, whatchu do? Oh, word? Yeah, that's interesting
Look man, I mean I don't wanna waste your time but
I know girls don't usually do this,
But I was wondering if maybe we could get together
Outside the restaurant one day
Cause I do look a lot different outside my work clothes
I mean we could just go across the street to the park right here
Wait, hold up, my cell phone's breakin up, hold up
Can you hear me now? Yeah
So, what day did you say?
Oh yeah, Thursday's perfect, man."
And it feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
Baby Baby I swear
You don't know my name, no no no
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
And it feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know?)
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from the hundreds of people you come across everyday, and that we've only met twice in this lifetime. I want to say that I really am attracted to you... and to me, no matter what, you are perfect. I would like to get to know you, and hopefully be your friend. Though I don't know how I could possibly pull that off, given the circumstances. I guess I'm
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JASON MRAZ FEAT. TRISTAN PRETTYMAN
"Shy That Way"
[Tristan Prettyman]
You know you're stunning
You're absolutely stunning
And I'm running, I'm always running
And now I'm crying
It's only 'cause I'm caring
And if you were more daring
Maybe you'd stop staring
And come over and talk to me
Tell me 'bout how you've been waiting so patiently
And how you tried, but I just turned away
And I'll say yeah well you know,
I'm shy that way
Shy that way
Maybe I’m shy that way
[Jason Mraz]
Ohh you know you're stunning
You're absolutely stunning
But you're always runnin'
But I'll catch up to you
The way you keep your distance is
Keeping my interest
So I'll keep it consistent
Ohh maybe someday
Someway, somehow in some town
We'll get together and
We'll break it down
And I'll ask why you've been
So shy, gotta be that way
Maybe baby, oh love, I like it that way
Shy that way
You know I love you so shy,
Shy that way
[Tristan Prettyman]
There's always too much talking
And I wanna just keep walking
But I keep staring baby
Keep staring
Though I may not know the right things to say
I'll get it out to you one day
[Tristan and Jason]
I'm shy that way
You're shy that way
Do you like it?
Do you like it?
When I'm shy this way?
Yes I like it
Yes I like it
When you're shy
Shy that way
I like it
I like it shy
You know it's alright, it's ok
'Cause we're
Shy that way.
Someday, for sure, I will meet you again.