XXXHolic- "Never Gone"

[peroxide_fic]

Title: Never Gone
Universe: XXXHolic
Theme/Topic: Kink Meme fic!
Rating: PG
Character/Pairing/s: lightly DoumekixWatanuki
Warnings/Spoilers: Vague spoilers through ch 182
Word Count: 1,835
Summary: Even when the mind forgets the body remembers.
Dedication: beltenebra’s thank you fic! Using #6 on your kink list (kind of?). I was going to write you JE but

Comments

[zeffy_amethyst]

For some reason, this is actually kind of creepy.

Good to know Yuuko never changes. ^_^ Uh...I'm assuming that's Yuuko.

[peroxidepest17]

LOL How so? XD

[zeffy_amethyst]

I dunno. I guess I find the thought of losing my memories of who/what I was, disturbing.

Or possibly this is due to my Buddhist upbringing where everyone you are close to, you knew in a past life. Man, it always creeped me out when my mom tells me that. >_

[peroxidepest17]

Ah, that makes sense. XD

[sw_inku]

This made me sad pero god damn it :[
WIBBLE WIBBLE WIBBLE

[peroxidepest17]

I make you cry so I can comfort you later clearly. *comfort comfort comfort* <333

[yoiyami]

Oh, that aches. But at least even if they don't know why they are still together, they are still staying together.

[peroxidepest17]

Somethings aren't allowed to change no matter what, I think. <3

[beltenebra]

Pero... oh my goodness. This is so beautiful. I am sitting here at my desk tearing up. It's exactly the same kind of heartache I get from some points in the manga, I don't want to mention anything specific until I know your spoiler policy and/or how far along you are in the story. But... gah. Ok, I will try for a bit more coherency.

“I mean, can’t I just be alone for a little bit?!” Watanuki finds himself muttering tiredly, without thinking.

“No,” the taller boy says eventually, eyes narrowed. “You can’t.”

Watanuki blinks, and his heart aches when he hears that, though he isn’t sure why.

The only thing that could make this more poignant would be if only one of them had forgotten. But they are still together, which is the most important part.

The idea of losing an essential part of yourself... it's just terrifying. You did a really amazing job portraying their unease hovering just out of reach.

Ow, my heart. Again, this is so lovely. Thank you, thank you, thank you! ^_^ <3<3<3

[peroxidepest17]

Ahaha SO SO RELIEVED, because as I was writing I was like "Is this even using her kink anymore?"

Let's just overlook the fact that it totally, totally doesn't. <333

I'm glad you liked, bb! ^_^

[beltenebra]

::smile:: sorry, I am a moron sometimes, I completely missed your spoliers through 182 at the top.

[peroxidepest17]

Haha I am caught up on Holic, but I don't read Tsubasa so I have no idea what's going on on that end. XD;;