And when I look into your eyes, it makes me feel like I want to die
I fucked up yesterday, and made out with Roy at work. Not just made oput, but that whole kind of frenzied, all over each other kind, it was hot! ;) He told me he found some things out that leads him to believe that Shelley's baby isn't his. On one hand he wants to sty with her because she IS pregnant, but on the other, if it's not his, he wants to leave her. He wants to come back to me, and I miss him alot. I gave him some options, like getting a paternity test. He totally disputed this. It's his right to know of the child he'll be raising is his or not. I told him, if we do end up dating again, I would like him to not talk to Shelley. See, if it's not his he'll leave her, and apparently, even if it is his, he wants to leave her. Now, if it's his and he leaves her, I'll let him see the baby and be a part of it's life if Shelley wants it that way. I really don't trust her and with good reason. This whole thing is confusing, I keep telling myself to move on, but I just can't.
Last night was fun, I hung out with Tiffany and Co. at Matt's house, then we went to IHOP, where Sam promptly, put sour cream on my hoodie! I mean don't get me wrong, I love various dairy products on my clothes, it was just in a very conspicuous location! So we left IHOP at like 5:50am about. I was driving home, and I really wasn't tired so I drove to almost Dayton, OH and back. It was sweet. Oh, I got 3 packs of cigarettes for 9 bux! 2.89 a pack. I found out that my car get's awesome gas mileage. I filled up my tank in Wyandotte($1.67 a gallon!), I think, and had a half of a tank when I got home. Alrighty, I gotta fill out some more FAFSA shit.
Last night was fun, I hung out with Tiffany and Co. at Matt's house, then we went to IHOP, where Sam promptly, put sour cream on my hoodie! I mean don't get me wrong, I love various dairy products on my clothes, it was just in a very conspicuous location! So we left IHOP at like 5:50am about. I was driving home, and I really wasn't tired so I drove to almost Dayton, OH and back. It was sweet. Oh, I got 3 packs of cigarettes for 9 bux! 2.89 a pack. I found out that my car get's awesome gas mileage. I filled up my tank in Wyandotte($1.67 a gallon!), I think, and had a half of a tank when I got home. Alrighty, I gotta fill out some more FAFSA shit.