Tuck me in to where your best friends apologies amount to shit
It has recently come to my attention that I am just a joke and the "weird girl" to my friends. The friendships that I have built, which I thought were mutual, have just been one sided shams. I don't mind being the weird girl, I know I'm strange, but to be the butt of everyones joke in the circle came as quite a shock. I really don't know how I came into such lable. I've done just about everything I can for my friends, and to find out that I was only a source of gross entertainment, I think, is unfair. It really surprises me that most of them can be so awesome, and trusting to your face and then turn around and treat you the complete opposite when your not around, like it's some kind of game. Friendship is NOT a game, playing people is NOT a game. It's not right to make someone, unintentional or otherwise, feel so completely worthless, as a result from the only reason that you would be friends with them is for a laugh at their expense.
The people that I came to care about and respect, and considered part of my extended family have failed me once again. I thought that I was done with this crap in high school with the last group of friends that had. I was under the impression that I had found people that wouldn't do this to me, that liked me for me and not as a basis for jokes and gossip. Well, all I can say is that I'm done, I have too much going on in my life right now to deal with all this ridiculous crap. It was nice knowing you, and have one last laugh at my expense.
The people that I came to care about and respect, and considered part of my extended family have failed me once again. I thought that I was done with this crap in high school with the last group of friends that had. I was under the impression that I had found people that wouldn't do this to me, that liked me for me and not as a basis for jokes and gossip. Well, all I can say is that I'm done, I have too much going on in my life right now to deal with all this ridiculous crap. It was nice knowing you, and have one last laugh at my expense.