Oct 15, 2008 00:17
I ended it a few days ago with the 'suga mama'. Something wasn't right about our relationship and I felt that I needed something different. i felt like she was holding me back from something.
These last few days have been very new to me....i've NEVER been all my myself. I have never slept alone in a place before!!! For example, at home I always had my parents....in college had my roomates...then I moved out into my gf's house and just never spent a night all by myself since then.
I've been learning a lot about myself.
What really bothered me when I was sitting at home watching TV one night I was going through my phone because I wanted to call someone....the sad thing was that I didn't really have anyone to call!! I've lost touch with so many people that I feel like it would be weird to just call them to say hi.
I think it's time to expand my circle of friends again.