too long... it's been too long!
oh my beloved myJOURNAL... actually, I think it might me live journal... wait yep, sure is lol! I don't know what i've been doing since october. Wasting my life. Doing meaningless things, spending time with people that aren't going to last.
L and I booked a vaction today. Florida May 8 thru 18th, on his credit card. Pointless. So pointless. I keep wasting my time. I know I am, but if I don't I feel like I might lose him forever. I don't know if I'm being me: I know i'm afraid to share my point of view. There is no open communication. I feel like I'm being tricked all the time. Shit the battery is going to die soone fuck, finish later, but prolly not.
L and I booked a vaction today. Florida May 8 thru 18th, on his credit card. Pointless. So pointless. I keep wasting my time. I know I am, but if I don't I feel like I might lose him forever. I don't know if I'm being me: I know i'm afraid to share my point of view. There is no open communication. I feel like I'm being tricked all the time. Shit the battery is going to die soone fuck, finish later, but prolly not.