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Squee!! Tallest!!! Happy birthday, dear one.
Hope all is well where you are. ;-)
I'm ina good mood still. It's all very contemplative here. I haven't been to the gym in a couple of days, but am busy getting more wee (by stupidly forgetting to eat, sadly) I've jsut sort of been high. I just want to hole up with this 'puter somewhere and pour myself out on to it. Everything is in the way, well. Almost everything.
I want to go on walkabout. Just get in the car and driiiiive. Go camping. Get my head clear of the city. I hate knowing what I want, and doing the necessary steps to get there, but still having to be patient. I need to ground, desperately. But in that good way. I'm breathing fire on to my pages...that's good. I love this feeling of being able to get out of the way of the words. They're there, and somewhere inside are stories and rages and glorious things galore, that I can beleive in now (not hedging is HARD) but yeah. Belief is hard.
Even if it's just in yourself.
kay. Enough stream of consciousness for now. I'm at Inversion
http://www.inversioncoffee.com/
just chilling, to "Take a walk on the wild side". it's been seriously warm naughty hot honey music tonight, and then this one. Gee universe, subtle, eh? Oy. i need to hit the gym tomorrow. going to go earlier I think.
So. informal poll. for athletic crap in college when i deal with the planning meeting...should I explore fencing or bellydancing? I've tried both, and am decent at both, want better. Enjoy them too. Heh...mylife is harder than this sometimes...but not today.
Hope all is well where you are. ;-)
I'm ina good mood still. It's all very contemplative here. I haven't been to the gym in a couple of days, but am busy getting more wee (by stupidly forgetting to eat, sadly) I've jsut sort of been high. I just want to hole up with this 'puter somewhere and pour myself out on to it. Everything is in the way, well. Almost everything.
I want to go on walkabout. Just get in the car and driiiiive. Go camping. Get my head clear of the city. I hate knowing what I want, and doing the necessary steps to get there, but still having to be patient. I need to ground, desperately. But in that good way. I'm breathing fire on to my pages...that's good. I love this feeling of being able to get out of the way of the words. They're there, and somewhere inside are stories and rages and glorious things galore, that I can beleive in now (not hedging is HARD) but yeah. Belief is hard.
Even if it's just in yourself.
kay. Enough stream of consciousness for now. I'm at Inversion
http://www.inversioncoffee.com/
just chilling, to "Take a walk on the wild side". it's been seriously warm naughty hot honey music tonight, and then this one. Gee universe, subtle, eh? Oy. i need to hit the gym tomorrow. going to go earlier I think.
So. informal poll. for athletic crap in college when i deal with the planning meeting...should I explore fencing or bellydancing? I've tried both, and am decent at both, want better. Enjoy them too. Heh...mylife is harder than this sometimes...but not today.