summer thus far
so yeah i know...ive gone an extremely long amount of time between posts... i dunno if anyone actually reads this anyways but meh....i dont really care that much...
so summer has been really _________ thus far. to be honest, i really dont know how its been. i guess relaxin would be one way to describe it. we have lived in this house for almost a month and i feel like it has been a major waste of time. now that sounds completely negative but its not, really. i just feel like i sit around doing nothing most days. i got a second job working inside at hungry howies which is cool bc its added income that i desperately need. unfortunately, its no where near enough to solve my debt problems. interest starts accruing sometime in august and ive got $1600 bucks to pay off before then... its not gonna happen. i have been doing everything that i possibly can to try to get ahead on my money situation but with having to pay rent every month... im not really getting anywhere. just when i think i have some money to put towards the card- rent is due again. being this much in debt makes me feel totally worthless and i hate it. it constantly plagues my thoughts. i even have nightmares about it. i know its my own fault but by the time it was a problem i had pledging so working was impossible. i mean i still have not paid off spring term's books. ive completely cut most of my spending and mostly just eating free howies (which let me tell u-is really getting on my nerves :/ ) but yeah.. enough bitching about that- i just really hope that it gets better soon...
as far as the rest of life goes-things are going well. me and ian are cool which is always good. having walker around (our new puppy) really helps things-kinda gives us a mutual interest. it really strains our relationship to have no money. i would love to go out to dinner and do fun things but none of that is happening until we both get some money. it kinda feels like a waste bc during the summer is when u are supposed to do fun things bc u dont have the regular bullshit commitments that usually go along with school. we have an abundance of time but no money to help it go by....
working at old navy is pretty good. a lot of people are quitting because the scheduling situation is rediculous. i think management was kind of expecting this to happen sooner. im kind of glad that ppl are starting to quit bc hopefully it means more hours for me :) while howies is an awesome job where i can basically sit around all night- old navy pays soooooo much better. i like howies more but if i had to take one job it would definitly be ON.
hrmmm what else.... oh! krissy is at school for a summer program and as far as i can tell-she really likes it. i was really worried bc this summer is definitly going to decide how enthusiastic she will be for the fall. i really hope everything works out well. last weekend was fathers day and it was really sad to not go home for it. i miss my dad especially. its just not practical for me to go home right now. its kinda looking like i wont be home until we leave for minocqua and las vegas. its really scary that those trips are a month away. when they were first being planned they seemed so far away and at the end of summer. i already have that annual feeling where all of summer flew by and i have no idea what i did with my time. o well- im really gonna try to make a conscious effort to enjoy my time off.
well i guess that does it for me now... ill try to write more-hopefully it will help me remember what i did w my summer :D
so summer has been really _________ thus far. to be honest, i really dont know how its been. i guess relaxin would be one way to describe it. we have lived in this house for almost a month and i feel like it has been a major waste of time. now that sounds completely negative but its not, really. i just feel like i sit around doing nothing most days. i got a second job working inside at hungry howies which is cool bc its added income that i desperately need. unfortunately, its no where near enough to solve my debt problems. interest starts accruing sometime in august and ive got $1600 bucks to pay off before then... its not gonna happen. i have been doing everything that i possibly can to try to get ahead on my money situation but with having to pay rent every month... im not really getting anywhere. just when i think i have some money to put towards the card- rent is due again. being this much in debt makes me feel totally worthless and i hate it. it constantly plagues my thoughts. i even have nightmares about it. i know its my own fault but by the time it was a problem i had pledging so working was impossible. i mean i still have not paid off spring term's books. ive completely cut most of my spending and mostly just eating free howies (which let me tell u-is really getting on my nerves :/ ) but yeah.. enough bitching about that- i just really hope that it gets better soon...
as far as the rest of life goes-things are going well. me and ian are cool which is always good. having walker around (our new puppy) really helps things-kinda gives us a mutual interest. it really strains our relationship to have no money. i would love to go out to dinner and do fun things but none of that is happening until we both get some money. it kinda feels like a waste bc during the summer is when u are supposed to do fun things bc u dont have the regular bullshit commitments that usually go along with school. we have an abundance of time but no money to help it go by....
working at old navy is pretty good. a lot of people are quitting because the scheduling situation is rediculous. i think management was kind of expecting this to happen sooner. im kind of glad that ppl are starting to quit bc hopefully it means more hours for me :) while howies is an awesome job where i can basically sit around all night- old navy pays soooooo much better. i like howies more but if i had to take one job it would definitly be ON.
hrmmm what else.... oh! krissy is at school for a summer program and as far as i can tell-she really likes it. i was really worried bc this summer is definitly going to decide how enthusiastic she will be for the fall. i really hope everything works out well. last weekend was fathers day and it was really sad to not go home for it. i miss my dad especially. its just not practical for me to go home right now. its kinda looking like i wont be home until we leave for minocqua and las vegas. its really scary that those trips are a month away. when they were first being planned they seemed so far away and at the end of summer. i already have that annual feeling where all of summer flew by and i have no idea what i did with my time. o well- im really gonna try to make a conscious effort to enjoy my time off.
well i guess that does it for me now... ill try to write more-hopefully it will help me remember what i did w my summer :D