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this morning's update, stopped short by a meeting:
i feel like i could kill someone right now. literally kill them with my bare hands. or i could have a cigarette. or i could remove my toothpick from my mouth, and roll it around and around between my fingers anticipating the right time to....
this afternoon's edit to this mornings update:
i have started to mouth maul my latest tea tree toothpick and i've discovered the pleasures of playing with earplugs. being in a woodshop, i have access to those fun spongy ones, and let me tell you, they decrease the anxiety i feel while sitting in meetings....rolling them up and watching the little cone retain its original shape...I could do this for hours....or standing in the hallway, cornered by a coworker and forced into an impromptu meeting.....rolling and rolling.....i don't even feel like hurting anyone right now! i'm looking forward to judo and working myself to exhaustion.
day three, you are halfway gone.
i feel like i could kill someone right now. literally kill them with my bare hands. or i could have a cigarette. or i could remove my toothpick from my mouth, and roll it around and around between my fingers anticipating the right time to....
this afternoon's edit to this mornings update:
i have started to mouth maul my latest tea tree toothpick and i've discovered the pleasures of playing with earplugs. being in a woodshop, i have access to those fun spongy ones, and let me tell you, they decrease the anxiety i feel while sitting in meetings....rolling them up and watching the little cone retain its original shape...I could do this for hours....or standing in the hallway, cornered by a coworker and forced into an impromptu meeting.....rolling and rolling.....i don't even feel like hurting anyone right now! i'm looking forward to judo and working myself to exhaustion.
day three, you are halfway gone.