ive seen so many that cannot compare to your ocean eyes

Apr 23, 2005 03:21

i absolutely cannot STAND myself sometimes.
sometimes = tonight

my dad was here last night and tonight. he pretty much embarrassed all my friends but i think they understand that's just the way he does things.
i hope someday i parent my children just the way he's parented me.
because even though ive fucked up in almost every possible way, those were all my fault. i could never blame anything ive done on my parents. they're probably the only reason ive done anything right in the last 20 years.
i love how im writing this as im drunk. good morals in action.

these next two weeks are going to be one huge... i cant write this anymore. i think writing livejournals out of emotion are just a bad idea in general at this point.
im just gonna stop here. ill tell you what these next two weeks are gonna be, though. as unemotional as i can possibly make them be. i think im done letting my guard down until senior year.

my RA signs all her emails with this:

--It's a self preservation thing...you see.
Love Actually

im just oging to stick with that.

c ya.
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