life is too strange for words right now. im serious, all day i just keep making random noises to convey what im thinking because i honestly dont believe the English language is accomodating enough.
friday night was my first ND formal dance. christa and I had the preparty in our room (hot stuff) which made me feel like 10 times more of a college student for the 20 minutes that i was sober. after about an hour i realized that the ground was continuously bouncing (probably a bad thing). well, definitely a bad thing, since i ended up throwing up in the bathroom at the dance and thought to myself "hey maybe i shouldve eaten since breakfast instead of drinking on an empty stomach." live and learn i guess. thankfully i didnt get in trouble, because that couldve been really bad. but the dance in itself was tons of fun, and sebastian was a great date. we're like born masters of the music i think.
Last night for Paul's birthday we went over to his room for a "summer"-themed party. i love noticing all the little stuff that let's us know we're typical girls: like when we get ready to go out and we're all yealling at each other "will someone help me pin this strap?" or "i need 4 bandaids to put over my boobs!" or "does anyone have a silver necklace?!?!" and also just the overall war to get a mirror all to yourself just makes me smile. and then last night at the party, of course there are a few random girls who arent really "regulars" with our friends - so we just sit on the futon staring around, judging, being jealous and catty, etc. and i just laugh because we're probably everything magazines and TV shows make us out to be.
almost.
but paul's was fun, and i went over to dillon afterwards to see sebastian. which ended up being... who knows? it's hard to type out random noises on a keyboard so i wont even try. i just think ive been living in an alternate universe all weekend.
click here if you want to see the pictures from it, i dont really have time to post them in LJ. i think im about 13 hours behind in my studying for midterms so i need to go start that. spring break mindset comes in T minus 3 days. thank god.
hey remember when my livejournals were funny?
RIP hilarity
c ya