Jun 04, 2009 13:40
I take the tums and yet I still suffer. I've been concerned lately that I may be working on developing an ulcer, since my poor tummy is continually hard and bloated, nauseous and painful. However, after yesterdays incredible nastiness I'm doing much better today. I'm hoping it's just a mutant bug that has done it's worst and is heading out the door. We shall see, until then I'm eating tums like it's candy!
Things are shifting and changing in my world right now, mostly on a personal/mental level. I'm struggling to be overly "present" for the people that need me to be right now. I feel bad, but can't seem to pull myself out of my reverie just now. I feel different in huge and minute ways....and mostly ways that are unrecognizable to anyone other then me.
I need a vacation badly! A big one is planned for October, but that's a really long time from now.
Summer swimming has commenced. I've gone 3 times so far, and have managed an average of 23 laps each time. I need to increase the laps and be more consistent with my attendance, but it's all a work in progress. Last year by the end of summer I was up to 60 laps a day, I'm hoping to surpass that this year!
I need to sew really badly! I want some new clothes....it's just finding the time to be home and not feel like crap. Good luck with that, huh?