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this is the shoreline and i want to kiss it.
i want to wade into the water, feeling the cool sand beneath my feet, the saltwater stinging the little cuts near my ankles. i want to feel the push and pull of the current. i want it to repel me and drag me in. i want to dive into the depths and swim with my eyes open. i want to cry from the stinging of salt, of salt.
i want to drown there. i want to feel the sudden influx of water in my lungs, my throat's irritation at the amount of saltiness. i want my arms and legs to forget how to move. i want my body to forget basic survival instinct. my mind will combat itself with its conflicting thoughts until finally, finally. the last gasp for air becomes the beginning of poseidon's taking.
this is the ocean and i want it to rip me to pieces.