i still forget

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there is no moon
so the artificial lights
look more real

it takes more than eyes
to tell the difference
anymore
and last night
i could tell
there was a phone call
that never came
and there was a message
in that

thirty
three
years is not enough
i still forget

there is no use
living how you believe
unless you live alone

i was supposed to pretend.
i was never good at that.