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The last couple of years have been very hard, to say the least, so i wont bother trying to catch everyone up with my past. Current events are always better anyway.
I wrote this the other night and would like feedback
there is a time one is forever unable to retrieve. In pursuit of forgiveness one is destined to atone by living through agony, and letting time slip away. The sorrow in the furthest reaches of ones memory, or the sorrow just beyond ones memory.......Which is more heart-wrenching?
Ive spent so long wondering "what if" or "might have been" that for a while I forgot what was important......living on and doing what was right for me. No longer!!! The past is gone and finally I am able to bury it there. Just as i came to this wonderful epiphany I met someone new. Its kinda funny how the universe works sometimes. Just as you think the universe is playing some cruel joke with you it does something completely different and wonderful for you. All I will say about her for now is this.......She is everything I have ever wanted and more.
I am not afraid of being hurt by someone anymore. I finaly feel whole again. So once again I close my eyes and jump off the cliff hopeing....no knowing there is water below and not rocks again. Am I crazy for feeling this was or is it normal, its been so long I cant remember.
I wrote this the other night and would like feedback
there is a time one is forever unable to retrieve. In pursuit of forgiveness one is destined to atone by living through agony, and letting time slip away. The sorrow in the furthest reaches of ones memory, or the sorrow just beyond ones memory.......Which is more heart-wrenching?
Ive spent so long wondering "what if" or "might have been" that for a while I forgot what was important......living on and doing what was right for me. No longer!!! The past is gone and finally I am able to bury it there. Just as i came to this wonderful epiphany I met someone new. Its kinda funny how the universe works sometimes. Just as you think the universe is playing some cruel joke with you it does something completely different and wonderful for you. All I will say about her for now is this.......She is everything I have ever wanted and more.
I am not afraid of being hurt by someone anymore. I finaly feel whole again. So once again I close my eyes and jump off the cliff hopeing....no knowing there is water below and not rocks again. Am I crazy for feeling this was or is it normal, its been so long I cant remember.