It's been a long time coming

[periculosa]

It is after seven in the morning and I have not yet slept. I'm exhausted--I had a full day of music, friends, booze, and boys--but I don't feel like sleeping. There has been something kicking around in my mind lately, something I've been telling to shut up for a very long time, and I feel the need to finally write about it. I cannot sleep until I

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[galaxyaway]

I wish I could say that I can relate to everything you said in this post, but I've always been skinny. Still, even though I never was fat, I constantly got shit for years for being underweight. And for that (and other things... don't get me started on my teeth which sounds like no big deal, but it's a huge deal...), there are things in this post I can completely relate to.

And I've honestly only been kissed once before. And it wasn't anything deep either or someone I liked. I just ended up "with him" because no one had ever liked me before and so open about. (He turned out to be a creep who would get with any girl, but... yeah...) So I often find myself wondering, "well, fuck. Is there something wrong with me?" and I'd think about all my flaws and just...

Now that I've grown up some, though, I've gained a shitload of confidence and find myself more approachable and no longer think about my flaws, but everything about that is sexy.

But thank you for posting this cause I'm sure you've touched the insecurity of not looking a certain way and you've said what I always remind myself whenever I feel like no dude will touch me with a ten foot pole, confidence is sexy.

and, I can easily tell from this post alone, you got a lot of it. :)