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Just let me sleep, let me sleep and never wake up again. Let me rest in my bed and forget I ever loved, anyone or anything. I was so niave. To you think you might acutally care for me, to think you cared for me. I don't need anyone to talk to or comfort me. I don't need anything. I need nothingness. I don't blame you, but in the same tokin I don't need you calling me telling me that you didn't mean for this to happen. I don't need you. I am ntohingness, lost confused, but mainly just hurt. Sadded that I was ever so niave as to have had hope. I am not the girl with the happy ending. Things don't work out how there supposed to. Words cannot describe how I feel and you could never even begin to understand. I just pray to go peacefully in my sleep, dreaming of fresh groomed runs.