when all you gotta keep is strong

[perhaps_again]

"and though i said i dont miss people....well im a fucking douchebag cuz i miss everyone...especially you...."

after i left him on friday morning
i walked across the quad
and back over to my building
and i went up to my room
and as i looked around at all of my things without his
and my room without him in it
all i could think was
"well, what do i do now?"
and the tears i couldn't cry
as i said goodbye to him
suddenly came

i miss him.

but even when things are so shitty
he finds a way to reassure me

<3