Catching up...
Well, apparently it has been 3 months since my last blog. I can claim a busy life, but anyone can use that basis these days. I have not really been in a mood to talk. Life continues, but now I can feel some joy returning to my life.
I still miss my beloved Tatiana, that goes without saying, however I now realize that my life must continue and as such, it must be redefined. I am an individual now, not a couple.
Part of that journey includes experimenting with dating and a return to some of the spirituality that has left my life in the past few years. It feels good to meditate regularly again. My mind is sharper and much more focused. I have also begun collecting my thoughts on the nature of the universe and our relationship with the cosmos.
I have been writing, on my own and with others, which is good. The road pulls me and I want to return to the ren faire circuit. I have a plan in motion. We will see what pans out.
I have also returned to writing the story I began writing Tatiana before she died. It will take somewhat of a different form now, but it is still for her. I may try and get it published.
I do not know what 2009 has to offer. But the journey continues.
I still miss my beloved Tatiana, that goes without saying, however I now realize that my life must continue and as such, it must be redefined. I am an individual now, not a couple.
Part of that journey includes experimenting with dating and a return to some of the spirituality that has left my life in the past few years. It feels good to meditate regularly again. My mind is sharper and much more focused. I have also begun collecting my thoughts on the nature of the universe and our relationship with the cosmos.
I have been writing, on my own and with others, which is good. The road pulls me and I want to return to the ren faire circuit. I have a plan in motion. We will see what pans out.
I have also returned to writing the story I began writing Tatiana before she died. It will take somewhat of a different form now, but it is still for her. I may try and get it published.
I do not know what 2009 has to offer. But the journey continues.