Update/Rehab/Shopping/Etc
Hey Bella's
Hope u guys r enjoying the fall weather and the changing of the trees. Here in the southern US we were so dry this summer we unfortunately don't have the leaves as colorful as usual.
Two weeks more and I can redo my assessment for rehab bc I'll be off the IV antibiotics. They just needed an update as soon as I get off antibiotics. I wish they would have taken me but I understand. Its a free standing hospital, looks almost nes.Their Peds hospital for intensive stabilization is brand new.
Then I go to the residential place which looks more like camp. They have technicality 2 groups.One for just ED rehab and one for people with EDS and OCD and other illnesses on top of their ED. We do stuff together though. Their is a rope course, an indoor climbing wall and huge gym, you get trips weekly to the YMCA for more exercise, skiing, sledding, etc. Of course their are stepping stones to exercise. You have to be progressing and weigh a certain amount to do the real strenuous stuff like skiing. But almost daily field trips, weekly cooking classes, in the program for people who take meds there is a lot of groups and stuff. But they have real cooking classes weekly to. Add the art studio is amazing and thats several times a week. I wont be able to contact anyone inpatient but the residential place has a computer room. So once I am there I can update yall. They also believe in SLOWLY going at the pts pace in gaining weigh B/P or Binging stops. The inpatient side works hard on that area before you go over to residential.
Its gonna be sooooooooooooooooooooo cold. I'll freeze. I found these cute snow boots I'll get when I get paid and also need a new jacket and found one I love. Its a purple plaid wool.Plus I found the sweater stockings in all sorts of colors and will pick up several pair to wear under my jeans that are ripped ( on purpose ) and I have some leggings to.
One thing is I am so scared I'll be one of the fattest girls there.....UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Also, I am gonna try to get some clip in hair extensions and also a good curling iron.I also will get it died but I really like Libby and Livs hair color and want to get mine like that. I look sickly but will get some more lip sticks and eye shadows and liner. I have foundation. I may look bad but I try to look nice.
Oh, and I gotta get some winter gloves that are snow proof, a shower caddy, body stuff and what not. Im also gonna get a notebook. Wish I could have some ways to take pics. I will figure something out.
Lastly I need some more Uggs.Mine got messed up. I also liked these leather like boots with a good bottoms. I don't fall well. I also want another scarf or 2. It make a great belt and neat in your head.I have white, now I want pink. Lastly, I love the hoodies and sweatshirts at Hollister, Mia you are right they are amazing. I can bring books, a CD player, pics and stuff to decorate ur room.
So thats about it. I went to my pain doc and got my scripts and by spasm meds upped. I am so scared I won't be able to do certain things b/c of my crappy lungs and low lung function....Although we go on a walk one or 2 times daily. I am also scared of having an attack when I get there.
But one other thing I have to have addressed is binge eating. I was a binge eater before and don't wanna get hugely over weight again. Hopefully they can also treat my ADHD. I was on Daytrona and strattera and it worked wonders but haven't had the coverage to see anyone in a long time so no ADHD meds and I have S E V E R E anxiety. At times I get manic too and will go DAYS without sleep. I cant stop the thoughts running 100 miles an hour through my head. It sux.
I am mad though. I binged again and my diabetes is so outa control. So when I binge I get deathly ill feeling for awhile. Its miserable. One thing I am looking forward to is dealing with my diabetes and getting it under control. I admit I do not do what I am supposed to but then again its hard to give insulin if ur eating habits are so screwy. Ive been diabetic ( cystic fibrosis related ) since I was 13 yrs. The more food you eat the more insulin u take and insulin will make you gain if used a lot b/c u aren't peeing out all the calories.
But I am so excited I have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooo much I have to work through. I know it wont be an immediate cure but it can first hopefully help my other issues and deal with my past and present family issues. As well as hopefully breaking the distortion I see in the mirror.
Well Ive babbled but wanted to chatter...LOL
Ive made these blogs but dont know how to up load em.
I cannot believe Christmas is almost here.I want 3 things. I LOVE photography and want one of those cameras that have a big lens that can really zoom in and out.Then the other two is a scrapbook binding system. I was to make on just about my struggle/pre and post and lastly is this movie maker to make cool movies and slide shows and stuff.
Ok, that a lot of chatter, hope u girlz r doing ok. U all are sooooooooooooooo pretty you are the girlz I envied so much in high school, pretty, thin, and successful. I was sick and average and known as the sick girl or people would pass by me and cough.
Later My Lambs, Your Big Sis,
Becki
Hope u guys r enjoying the fall weather and the changing of the trees. Here in the southern US we were so dry this summer we unfortunately don't have the leaves as colorful as usual.
Two weeks more and I can redo my assessment for rehab bc I'll be off the IV antibiotics. They just needed an update as soon as I get off antibiotics. I wish they would have taken me but I understand. Its a free standing hospital, looks almost nes.Their Peds hospital for intensive stabilization is brand new.
Then I go to the residential place which looks more like camp. They have technicality 2 groups.One for just ED rehab and one for people with EDS and OCD and other illnesses on top of their ED. We do stuff together though. Their is a rope course, an indoor climbing wall and huge gym, you get trips weekly to the YMCA for more exercise, skiing, sledding, etc. Of course their are stepping stones to exercise. You have to be progressing and weigh a certain amount to do the real strenuous stuff like skiing. But almost daily field trips, weekly cooking classes, in the program for people who take meds there is a lot of groups and stuff. But they have real cooking classes weekly to. Add the art studio is amazing and thats several times a week. I wont be able to contact anyone inpatient but the residential place has a computer room. So once I am there I can update yall. They also believe in SLOWLY going at the pts pace in gaining weigh B/P or Binging stops. The inpatient side works hard on that area before you go over to residential.
Its gonna be sooooooooooooooooooooo cold. I'll freeze. I found these cute snow boots I'll get when I get paid and also need a new jacket and found one I love. Its a purple plaid wool.Plus I found the sweater stockings in all sorts of colors and will pick up several pair to wear under my jeans that are ripped ( on purpose ) and I have some leggings to.
One thing is I am so scared I'll be one of the fattest girls there.....UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Also, I am gonna try to get some clip in hair extensions and also a good curling iron.I also will get it died but I really like Libby and Livs hair color and want to get mine like that. I look sickly but will get some more lip sticks and eye shadows and liner. I have foundation. I may look bad but I try to look nice.
Oh, and I gotta get some winter gloves that are snow proof, a shower caddy, body stuff and what not. Im also gonna get a notebook. Wish I could have some ways to take pics. I will figure something out.
Lastly I need some more Uggs.Mine got messed up. I also liked these leather like boots with a good bottoms. I don't fall well. I also want another scarf or 2. It make a great belt and neat in your head.I have white, now I want pink. Lastly, I love the hoodies and sweatshirts at Hollister, Mia you are right they are amazing. I can bring books, a CD player, pics and stuff to decorate ur room.
So thats about it. I went to my pain doc and got my scripts and by spasm meds upped. I am so scared I won't be able to do certain things b/c of my crappy lungs and low lung function....Although we go on a walk one or 2 times daily. I am also scared of having an attack when I get there.
But one other thing I have to have addressed is binge eating. I was a binge eater before and don't wanna get hugely over weight again. Hopefully they can also treat my ADHD. I was on Daytrona and strattera and it worked wonders but haven't had the coverage to see anyone in a long time so no ADHD meds and I have S E V E R E anxiety. At times I get manic too and will go DAYS without sleep. I cant stop the thoughts running 100 miles an hour through my head. It sux.
I am mad though. I binged again and my diabetes is so outa control. So when I binge I get deathly ill feeling for awhile. Its miserable. One thing I am looking forward to is dealing with my diabetes and getting it under control. I admit I do not do what I am supposed to but then again its hard to give insulin if ur eating habits are so screwy. Ive been diabetic ( cystic fibrosis related ) since I was 13 yrs. The more food you eat the more insulin u take and insulin will make you gain if used a lot b/c u aren't peeing out all the calories.
But I am so excited I have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooo much I have to work through. I know it wont be an immediate cure but it can first hopefully help my other issues and deal with my past and present family issues. As well as hopefully breaking the distortion I see in the mirror.
Well Ive babbled but wanted to chatter...LOL
Ive made these blogs but dont know how to up load em.
I cannot believe Christmas is almost here.I want 3 things. I LOVE photography and want one of those cameras that have a big lens that can really zoom in and out.Then the other two is a scrapbook binding system. I was to make on just about my struggle/pre and post and lastly is this movie maker to make cool movies and slide shows and stuff.
Ok, that a lot of chatter, hope u girlz r doing ok. U all are sooooooooooooooo pretty you are the girlz I envied so much in high school, pretty, thin, and successful. I was sick and average and known as the sick girl or people would pass by me and cough.
Later My Lambs, Your Big Sis,
Becki