Trip to Dietician Didn't go Well =(
Hey Girlie
Trip to dieticien did not go well at all.
Well, I lost 2 more lbs, but the 7 I gained trying to recover so Im back to about 99-100lbs at 5'6-5'7. I am also losing more muscle mass. Plus I have now started to purge. Oh great start to recovery......Becki
But the dieticien is insisting on finding an inpatient, but there really isn't one and my hubby isn't to keen on it with our $$$ issues and bringing up the ED topic isn't a good thing. Best left alone. But she just said she doesn't think I wanna recover, sheeze, I was just in a car wreck, didn't make a doc appointment so I could just go see her b/c I know how hard it is to get another appointment,doesn't that count for something. So I gotta see if maybe I can find someone who see's ED patients more often, just once or twice a month isn't working.
I dunno what I want. I don't wanna gain weight, but I don't wanna stay stuck like this? Make sense? Luckily, my hubby doesn't know my true weight or I won't get my new computer.
but for instance. I was looking at a piece of pie and he said, " You don't need that. " What the heck. ?" Am I missing something here. Are you trying to confuse my ED brain further ?So I made a promise to keep dinner down tonight, first time in 2 weeks I think, and I did. But I'm still hurt that I disappointed her. I was up in Pittsburgh and that girl had nothing to eat there,literally.
Anyways,I go to the pain doc tomorrow. the accident threw me into a full blown attack of pancreatitis so I was curled up in a ball crying most of the day and night until it finally calmed down.
On a good note I think I found the new laptop I'm gonna buy,its kinda cool,different,with a webcam.Cheap too ( Brad's rule ...lol ) but its a good computer. So I'll have more free rain to get on here then on the one downstairs. Plus, its baby blue so it adds a little something. Not my color ( Pink or Purple ) but its still different.
Anyway, how many of you see dietitian for your ED.Also how many are seeing them and gaining weight or in recovery ?
Huggles =)
Becki
Trip to dieticien did not go well at all.
Well, I lost 2 more lbs, but the 7 I gained trying to recover so Im back to about 99-100lbs at 5'6-5'7. I am also losing more muscle mass. Plus I have now started to purge. Oh great start to recovery......Becki
But the dieticien is insisting on finding an inpatient, but there really isn't one and my hubby isn't to keen on it with our $$$ issues and bringing up the ED topic isn't a good thing. Best left alone. But she just said she doesn't think I wanna recover, sheeze, I was just in a car wreck, didn't make a doc appointment so I could just go see her b/c I know how hard it is to get another appointment,doesn't that count for something. So I gotta see if maybe I can find someone who see's ED patients more often, just once or twice a month isn't working.
I dunno what I want. I don't wanna gain weight, but I don't wanna stay stuck like this? Make sense? Luckily, my hubby doesn't know my true weight or I won't get my new computer.
but for instance. I was looking at a piece of pie and he said, " You don't need that. " What the heck. ?" Am I missing something here. Are you trying to confuse my ED brain further ?So I made a promise to keep dinner down tonight, first time in 2 weeks I think, and I did. But I'm still hurt that I disappointed her. I was up in Pittsburgh and that girl had nothing to eat there,literally.
Anyways,I go to the pain doc tomorrow. the accident threw me into a full blown attack of pancreatitis so I was curled up in a ball crying most of the day and night until it finally calmed down.
On a good note I think I found the new laptop I'm gonna buy,its kinda cool,different,with a webcam.Cheap too ( Brad's rule ...lol ) but its a good computer. So I'll have more free rain to get on here then on the one downstairs. Plus, its baby blue so it adds a little something. Not my color ( Pink or Purple ) but its still different.
Anyway, how many of you see dietitian for your ED.Also how many are seeing them and gaining weight or in recovery ?
Huggles =)
Becki