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I quit smoking. Dan Scheinman gave me the rest of his nicorette, and I've been chomping on those. It gives you really fucked up dreams though. I can never stay asleep through the night anymore either. It really sucks, because I'll wake up every hour or so after a different dream and just think, "what the fuck is that?"
Anyway. There's that. And the fact that I can't help but feel that as I grow into the role of an adult, I'm losing all my friends. Abandonment. Melissa's moving to New York. Kelsey is in New York right now. Kelly is in Chicago. Anna isn't coming back to ISU next year. There goes all my close friends that I see on a regular basis. Fuck. No fun, game over.
I figure I should start updating on a somewhat regular basis now, considering the fact that I don't have anyone to talk to anymore. I do, but they're never around anymore, and I don't like having in depth conversations on the phone. Maybe life was so much easier when I had a boyfriend that treated me like shit? Is it even possible? Probably not, but I've been thinking it lately. *sigh*
Spring, come fast, please?
Anyway. There's that. And the fact that I can't help but feel that as I grow into the role of an adult, I'm losing all my friends. Abandonment. Melissa's moving to New York. Kelsey is in New York right now. Kelly is in Chicago. Anna isn't coming back to ISU next year. There goes all my close friends that I see on a regular basis. Fuck. No fun, game over.
I figure I should start updating on a somewhat regular basis now, considering the fact that I don't have anyone to talk to anymore. I do, but they're never around anymore, and I don't like having in depth conversations on the phone. Maybe life was so much easier when I had a boyfriend that treated me like shit? Is it even possible? Probably not, but I've been thinking it lately. *sigh*
Spring, come fast, please?