Jun 11, 2006 01:57
I think i might be in love.
I'm not sure if it is love...because im not really sure what love is.
All I do know is that I think about him all time.
I talk about him like 98% of the time.
I wish I could be around him...I dont want to be really want to be around him all the time...just more than I am now.
Sometimes when I see him...its almost like my heart skips a beat.
Its not love...I dont think it is anyway. I'm sure its just a crush.
Although, out of all the crushes I have had...I don't think any of them were this bad. I mean they usually just last about a week.
Hints the nickname crush whore.
Grrr. I dont want to be in love with him. I dont want fall for him...and then nothing happen between us. I mean I want something to happen between us. I just dont know what. I'm ahhh...the whole thing makes me mad. I wanna be with him...I want us to be together. I just dont want to get hurt. It scares me because I actually know that he could hurt me. It scares me that I might actually like someone enough that they could break my heart if they wanted too.