so sick of it.

[perfectxdenial]

i am sick of always being sick.
well not sick...but my back always hurting.

im sick of the blood test.
the scans.
the xrays.
the drugs.
the trips to adelaide.
the doctors who loook at me funny and say "your 21, your back shouldnt hurt"
well no fuking shit it shouldnt hurt, but it does.

its ruling my life.
i hate it.
i used to be so fit and healthy, now im just scum.
i cant even do the fun things anymore.

i just want someone to tell me whats wrong with me :[