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Okay so apparently there are people out there who like to talk about me.
Some of you think that I jump around from boy to boy all the time.
This is true. I do that. I KNOW I do that.
But still you feel it is appropriate to comment on my personal business behind my back.
Yes I realize I tend to publicize things, but it's not going to be so anymore.
You act as if I have no clue what I'm doing.
I think i know myself a whole lot better than you fucking do.
Maybe before you ASSUME that i don't value real relationships,
you might want to take notice that YOU don't know me.
yeah you know me, but I can tell you - there's a lot of things you wouldn't know too.
You don't know my real problems, you don't know how I live.
You only know what you see and I choose to tell you.
Maybe some of you think you really know - but only 1 or 2 of you would really know the extent to which things go.
Yet the rest of you still judge, as if I have no reason to act the way I do - as if I'm just crazy and stupid.
You wouldn't know. And it pisses me off that you have the nerve to think you know what I'm going through or what's best for me.
This all applies to everyone. I can't assume I know what's best for you - I can criticize ur actions, but I'd never really know the real story unless u told me.
The bottom line is I'm through with those behaviors - and I'm way ahead of you. I'm not some stupid slut, I know what I want and why and whether or not it's good/bad.
I have common sense - When i make a choice, I konw what I'm getting into.
We all talk about people behind their backs.
But if you've got a beef with me - tell it to my face, fucker.
Don't think you know how someone should run their life.
You don't come home to their families, you don't know who says what to them.
Yes, you konw what's bad and good and helpful. And it's good to care,
but if it's personal unharmful business, keep the hell away from it.
I know there are a lot of people out there who hate me.
Hate me to my face, so I can know not to trust you.
Don't hide behind secret words.
Either resolve the problem or reveal it.
I'm out.
~C~
Some of you think that I jump around from boy to boy all the time.
This is true. I do that. I KNOW I do that.
But still you feel it is appropriate to comment on my personal business behind my back.
Yes I realize I tend to publicize things, but it's not going to be so anymore.
You act as if I have no clue what I'm doing.
I think i know myself a whole lot better than you fucking do.
Maybe before you ASSUME that i don't value real relationships,
you might want to take notice that YOU don't know me.
yeah you know me, but I can tell you - there's a lot of things you wouldn't know too.
You don't know my real problems, you don't know how I live.
You only know what you see and I choose to tell you.
Maybe some of you think you really know - but only 1 or 2 of you would really know the extent to which things go.
Yet the rest of you still judge, as if I have no reason to act the way I do - as if I'm just crazy and stupid.
You wouldn't know. And it pisses me off that you have the nerve to think you know what I'm going through or what's best for me.
This all applies to everyone. I can't assume I know what's best for you - I can criticize ur actions, but I'd never really know the real story unless u told me.
The bottom line is I'm through with those behaviors - and I'm way ahead of you. I'm not some stupid slut, I know what I want and why and whether or not it's good/bad.
I have common sense - When i make a choice, I konw what I'm getting into.
We all talk about people behind their backs.
But if you've got a beef with me - tell it to my face, fucker.
Don't think you know how someone should run their life.
You don't come home to their families, you don't know who says what to them.
Yes, you konw what's bad and good and helpful. And it's good to care,
but if it's personal unharmful business, keep the hell away from it.
I know there are a lot of people out there who hate me.
Hate me to my face, so I can know not to trust you.
Don't hide behind secret words.
Either resolve the problem or reveal it.
I'm out.
~C~