Jun 08, 2008 10:29
So after that mistake, I only lost 2 more pounds. I am at 125 now. I have lost 8 pounds in 2 days.So I didn't truly expect to lose this much. It is a little scary.I'm starting to relapse after all the months of serious help I got. I'm starting to think the same way. I don't my body to control me. I want to control the food that goes in and out, and I don't want my body to tell me when I'm hungry. i am getting so scared. Yet this disease is a life long battle. You are only cured for so long and then WAMM! It sneaks back. Unless you don't get help, then you are on your own to wilt and die unfortunatley. I am going to do master cleanse today. I am going to add POP ICE which is 10 calories of frozen fruity goodness. And it fills me up because of the ice.and I can have as much as I want all day as long as I make sure it is under 100 calories. Lets see what happens until laterrr...
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