ugh.. people..
i feel like shit.. i feel like ive been betrayed for someone i thought i could trust.. its not angela for once either.. see, i feel like if im told only half the truth then its not the truth at all.. its only truth when its the full story and i didnt get the full story.. it just sucks cuz i told that person so much shit and i trusted that i could trust them too.. but it turns out maybe i shouldnt trust people unless im close to them.. i just always thought i should trust people until they give me reasons not to.. i guess thats how i get hurt though.. jeez.. i feel like shit. i hope i can trust this person enough not to say anything ive told them atleast.. its stressful. i feel like ive been stabbed in the back... befriended. i dont trust people.. not anymore.
on a good note, angela got me from work today and told me she got something for me and i was excited to see it was the new evanescence cd!!! kinda romantic huh? she knew they're my fav. band and she got me their new cd!!! aww yay! anddd she suprised me with it after workk.. k im done shoving how good she is to me sometimes in peoples faces.. im just happyy about it and im in a bitter mood =D
fucking shitty ass feelings are shit. im trying to concentrate on the good, but its so hard when i feel like ive been betrayed with someone i thought i could trust, you know? AND ITS NOT ANGELA!!! she's been really really good with me lately.. she told me shes done enough bad to us and doesnt want to cause anymore, so i see nothing but good for now on with us. another yay!
on a good note, angela got me from work today and told me she got something for me and i was excited to see it was the new evanescence cd!!! kinda romantic huh? she knew they're my fav. band and she got me their new cd!!! aww yay! anddd she suprised me with it after workk.. k im done shoving how good she is to me sometimes in peoples faces.. im just happyy about it and im in a bitter mood =D
fucking shitty ass feelings are shit. im trying to concentrate on the good, but its so hard when i feel like ive been betrayed with someone i thought i could trust, you know? AND ITS NOT ANGELA!!! she's been really really good with me lately.. she told me shes done enough bad to us and doesnt want to cause anymore, so i see nothing but good for now on with us. another yay!