Ya! We killed it, we killed it all night.

Apr 29, 2009 12:40

As far as i know, Steve left for Alberta yesterday.
So long mind fuck. I'll miss you.
I haven't talked to him since I left his house that morning.
Oh well I guess.
My heart hurts, but I'm getting 'okay'.
I think I'm going to talk to him when he's settled out there. So I'm thinking late May. DONE.
I went downtown with the girls on Saturday night at home in Barrie.
I ran into Dennis. There was nothing. I felt nothing. In fact I think he actually talks like a girl. DONE.
I met up with Ryan. He was with he and Tyler's friends. He said he missed me a lot, and then he kissed me good night when I left.
However, yesterday Ryan admitted to having a problem with drinking (once again), and says I deserve better than him. DONE.
Perhaps I do.
Then again, I didn't tell him I had sex with Steve the night he (Ryan) drunkenly told me we belong together and that he loves me.
I had better. I just reverted back to Ryan because Steve left.

Monica introduced me to Katy Perry's cover of Electric Feel. Props lady.

I'm back to the old me though.
Although I know how to feel, I feel like a cold empty shell now that Steve's gone.
I guess I know what feeling to look for now.
FIN.
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