bail me out.

Oct 04, 2008 19:40

I'm not afraid of anything anymore.
I'm serious. There's nothing that scares me. The worst realistic situation that could happen, has happened.

I broke up with Dennis, with absolutely no desire to get back together.
Please let me pull through this time.

I finally talked to this guy (whom i've dubbed "combat boot boy") thats in my poli sci major. I've had a secret weird crush on him since last winter semester, haha, and he was wearing an Anti-Flag(!) hoodie. So I started talking to him. LOVE this guy.

I've gotta sell the mercedes... and I'm probably gonna get a VW golf or gti. Either would be sweet.

Two nights ago I had a dream about my dad. but I swear it was my dad. maybe I'm losing my mind. basically i was begging my grandfather to not tell my mom where I was, and my dad walked into the room. I said to him, "you're dead. what are you doing here?" and he said, "I don't know, just thought I'd pop in and say hi." and then he started yelling at me to always let my mom know where I am... that I can't do that to her. I said okay. Then he walked out a sliding glass door and kept talking to me, only I couldn't hear him and I couldn't open the door. I was trying to read his lips and thought he said "shut up" and I started freaking out. Then he opened the door and said, "girl, I told you to cheer up." and smiled. He closed the sliding glass door and walked down the stairs that the door led to.

My mom and my brother are back in my brother's room. I can hear them talking.
I just heard someone walk up our back stairs and hang up a set of keys...
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