you told me you'd love me until you die... well you're still alive....
Feb 27, 2005 05:24
am i the only one who take millions of photos? most people only post a few pictures. i feel maybe i'm over-indulging, or showing off...
so yeah, tonight i ran a hot bath, placed my razor blades on the side, lit all my candles, turn the light out and hopped in the tub... i watched that candle light through the steam off of the water for a while, then thought about actually slitting my wrists this time... but decided no, because i'm meeting a friend tomorrow because i'd like to see him... so i just cut then lay back and closed my eyes... when i opened them... the water was blood red... it was beautiful. almost like that scene from 'the rules of attraction' where the japanese girl slits her wrists in the tub. i love that...